I love that episode of meet the barkers where travis is in the spa with his friends and he's like "im gonna get a manicure/pedicure.. what are you guys gonna get?" completely serious-like. it's hilarious and adorable because he's this tattooed rocker guy with a giant mohawk and he's talking about having a pedicure like it's just a regular thing lol
I have an interview at the Toronto Humane Society in a couple hours...and I really hope I get it because the alternative for a part-time job while in school this year is hollister. god, do not let me have to resort to that....
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Melissa dear.... I have not disappeared off the face on the earth, I have been away sporadically for the past month (NY, camping, babysitting for a week in richmond hill, etc etc) but I did get your letter a couple weeks ago! I didn't have access to a computer on or near the 29th, i'm soooo sorry.. I hope you had a good day! I'll mail you a letter/birthday stuff as soon as school starts and I have money. *HUGSSS*
School's out for the summer so now I can just sit at home for the whole day and do nothing again!!!! yessss. I like the break...but 4 months? ugh. 1 month break would suffice. I decided not to do the summer semester thing, because I'd have to start at te beginning of may, and then it would finish at the end of aug- meaning I'd be doing 4 semesters of school in row. 16 months straight basically. I'll probably do that next summer, but right now............I need to make money.
I went out (and when I say out, I mean... to the tim hortons drive thru then stationary in the parking for less than an hour and then back home) with James, I don't know if I've talked about him before in here, but he's this bowmanville guy I met. He's so adorable and chubby and cute, and almost every time I see him I feel like I want to jump his bones but he's so fucking... 'you're just one of the guys'-ish. you know? he doesn't like me....as more than a friend... like AT ALL. but I want him to like me. lol. and I'm getting desperate, and we all know what happens when I get desperate. bad things happen. I keep dropping all these stupid clues, and flirting ridiculously, but... nothing. lol. sooner or later I'm going to end up doing something ridiculous, like getting smashed and throwing myself at him. it's just highly frustrating, because a couple other guys I hang out with have started hitting on me, and it's like... whyyy all these dingbats? why not JAMES?? even with all my other guy friends, even if I don't like them in that way and they don't like me that way.. there's always kind of like, SOME degree of flirting going on at some point, you know??? but James...he acts like he's my fucking brother. SO. I have two choices. continue in this charade of the universe's most platonic relationship, or take drastic measures. It WILL be the latter.
thank you melanie for the collector cup and stickers. ♥ you're a sweetheart.
7pm! GO DEVILS GO!! GO MARTY!! GO CHRIS NEILLLLL! hahaa, seriously.
wtf... so my friend posts a note on facebook saying she got an e-mail saying there's a gunman on the loose in her school...virginia tech.. and she's like joking about it on facebook and now I hear several ppl have actually been shot..? omg. crazy. has anyone heard anything?? this is ridiculously boring..........I have an hour break until my next exam.... aarrg. in other news, I won a free coffee today. haha
omg... I'm like.. FREAKING OUT... seriously.. ahaha I cant even think straight this is so messed up. So I made this profile, on an online dating site. because massimo had discovered it, said it was fun, etc etc... so me and lisa made profiles too. (plentyoffish.com in case you care) and so all of a sudden I started getting ridiculous amount of messages.... like.. right now I have 80 something unread messages because I can't keep up. I've met a couple cool guys off there from bowmanville and whatnot, but just on msn... I've never actually met up with any of them but ANYWAYS... check it out. this is the first story. I started talking to some guy... and eventually came to realize he's one of my good friend's ex boyfriends. they went out for 2 years, and i'd never met him... but she was constantly talking about him and stuff, obviously... so I knew a lot about him. and then all of a sudden, yeah... the kyle I met on the dating website is the same kyle I used to constantly be hearing around from michelle! wtf.. ok... so that's just some dumb coincidental thing that was funny but then check what just happened right now. So i've been talking to this guy josh for a couple weeks. he's really nice, he said how he was single, he's thinks i'm hot, etc etc... there's was a lot of small talk, and such, but he DEFINITELY expressed interest in meeting up and shit. so anyway, we're talking on msn.. about an hour ago.. and he's like "you're taking too long to respond! can I call you?" and I'm like ok... so he calls, and we're talking on the phone. I asked him where he goes to school, he's fumbing over words and said something about going to a school in waterloo... and i'm like "what school" and he is pausing.. and hestitating.. like he doesn't know what school he goes to so i'm all "don;t lie to me, lol.. just tell me the truth! I don't care where you go to school" and so he's like "I go to a religious school...." and i'm like "bible college?" and he's like.. yeahh. and I ask what relgion he is. he says baptist. and I remember how I used to work at tim hortons and there were all these baptst girls there that went to bible college. so I tell him about it. and I can hear him like... gasping... in shock, or whatever. And then it slowly started coming to me... lol... I was like, WAIT A SEC... your name is josh? you go to bible college???? uhh.. did you used to be going out with someone named erin?? and I can tell he's like.. freaking out on the other end and.. omg. so basically the story is, I used to work at tim hortons and was really good friends with this chick erin, who was engaged to a guy named josh. they had been going out for 4 years. I'd never met him, but she'd always be on her cell with him on break and i'd always be like "hiiiiii joshieee...!" into the phone whenever I was back there, you know.. kind like teasing them? omg. so this was the josh. you don't understand. they were like... hardcore. like, seriously madly in love getting married hardcore. and they still are!!! I'm so spazzing out haha.... because seriously EVERYONE at tims knew of josh and how much he and erin were in love and about to get married and stuff. so I was like.. "omg.. josh.. remember that chick that would always say "heyyyy joshie" into the phone when you were talking to erin? yeah. that was me." and he confessed that he's still engaged to her, they're getting married in a month, lol... etc. but omg. what a douchebag! what is he doing on a "dating" website.. and calling up girls like this??? I dont even know what to do.... I promised him I wou;dnt' say anything to erin, but I care about her and if he is like this, and would cheat on her.. I don't know if she should be marrying him, you know?? she's SUCH a sweet girl. and he seems liek a really nice guy but... oh man. freaking drama. wtf. so should I do anything???? or should I forget it ever happened? I don't wanna meddle... but I dont want erin to get screwed over!!! I overreacting???? aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh
William..Pens all the Way! says: are we still chilling tonight? eddie belfour loves it. says: yeah what time are you coming William..Pens all the Way! says: i have know plans tonight, when are you good eddie belfour loves it. says: no plans you mean eddie belfour loves it. says: how about after the wings game? William..Pens all the Way! says: aren;t they playing it there? eddie belfour loves it. says: probably eddie belfour loves it. says: but i need to give the game (ie danny) my full attention
It's back on youtube!!!!!! hhahaha.. raj binder.. holy shit, I can't handle it!! he was on after hours on sat and I tried sooo hard to stay awake and watch it but I fell asleep :(
you'll have to excuse my slight vulgarity. it seems i've fallen back into my old journal writing-style ways. my apologies...
Not only have I started smoking again, I was thisclose to fucking some guy last night I can't even stand to be around for more than half an hour. good thing sex doesn't have to be any longer than that, eh? you know you're getting desperate when you're sneaking off at 11:18pm to some guy's house while you're biting your nails and he's talking about what work he needs to get done on his truck. I've learned I have to be careful about who I mess around with from now on, after the whole Rob episode. Can drama not follow me around please? and just.. no more boyfriends unless they're the fucking shit. but I need to find a way of controlling my hormones around this guy. okay. so my life right now is pretty sad. I'm more or less satisfied with it, though. which is probably not a good thing but the leafs missing the playoffs is the only thing i'm significantly discontent with right now. School is good, I have the easiest part-time job in the world, and I'm living relatively comfortably here in the sticks... enjoying the whole no rent thing. my bills are all payed off, with the exception of student loans, of course, and I'm not as desperate to get out of here as I was last year. It's cool I have a place to live without worrying about paying for rent and food and everything else. I could deal with 1 or 2 more years of this. 1 or 2 more years before I become a GROWN UP.
I am in no mood to start talking playoff hockey as of yet... for obvious reasons.. but I AM excited about the detroit/calgary match-up. FINALLY, they're playing a Canadian team in the first round so I'll be able to watch most, if not all, of the games.
leafs, thanks for a great season, etc etc...I dont know. I don't think people understand how much this REALLY really freaking sucks. I used to LIVE for the playoffs. and lisa's right... ever since the lockout it's been so different. It's hard to explain.. but it's just really sad. I AM proud of them for fighting hard towards the end though, but why couldn't they have done that all season long??? why has this happened two years in a row now? JFJ DO something..please. and by "something" I mean.. GET A NEW FUCKING GOALTENDER
quick predictions...
Buffalo vs NYI... sabres in 6 New Jersey vs Tampa Bay... devils in 6 Atlanta vs N.Y. Rangers... thrashers in 5 Ottawa vs Pittsburgh... penguins in 7
Detroit vs Calgary... wings in 5 Anaheim vs Minnesota... ducks in 4 Vancouver vs Dallas... étoiles in 7 Nashville vs San Jose....preds in 6
apparantly keith primeau was a 15 min walk from my house 3 days ago... and carlo colaiacovo.. singing autographs, and where was I??
at school. The one day bowmanville has a purpose.. mmhmm.
anyhow, a list is about all I can manage right now
-leafs won... barely... -too fucking close -amanda bought me a blow dryer, and even wrapped it up in easter egg wrapping paper; I feel bad for being such a tool -dan is hitting on me and it's gross -my legs look like I dragged a cheese grater across them -took some nice pictures today -that dog on the way home! -im getting tired of this list -& luke's coming to pick me up
my life is the epidome of random.
---- melissa.. I accidentally posted that to my old journal. haha..je m'excuse but ya, he was there. coco? is that his nickname? lol and no luke isn't my bf.. he's some polish guy I met on the bus haha
I've been around the world in a plane Settled revolutions in Spain... The North Pole I have charted But can't get started with you. And at the golf course I'm under par Metro-Goldwyn wants me to star I've got a house and a show place But can't get no place with you.
so dreaded shootout commmencing... when have I EVER made this many entires in a row... it just doesn't happen.. that's how you know i'm about to have a serious panic attack
noooooooooooooooo shootout... nightmare of my LIFE.. PLEASE RAY RAY! YOU CAN DO IT!!!
oh wait... I forgot about the 5 mins OT.. lol... shootouts are like, taking over my life hahahah
ok so i'm thinking someone on the leafs should score so I can sleep tonight... and so i won't have to end up in jail for murdering kerry fraser and hanging his balls in my backyard tree with peanut butter on it for the birds
OMG... FUCK YOU MCCABE! FUCKING MORON!! what the FUCK was he thinking???? you don't pull shit like that in a game wherew we're only ahead 1 goal with 3 mins to go!! AND IN SUCH AN IMPORTANT GAME!! holy shit... idiot.. if we lose this game, i'm holding him solely responsible ^%^&#@#(&)(*^^$#&%@!#$@
and while i'm at it... FUCK YOU TOO KERRY FRASER!!! not like i'm even surprised. godddd I fucking hate that guy...
Holy shit! I left everything to the last minute and now i'm being fucking bombarded with a million assignments/papers/essays/tests all at once! It's kinda fun though. it gives me a rush. like I can actually get MOTIVATED to do things, because there's so much of it.. and it all HAS to get done, you know? haha. i'm on a roll. I havent seen adam since friday and I probably won't see him until sunday. 9 DAYS YALL! this will be the greatest test of our relationship!!
happy belated birthday to nik, who turned 27 (shit he's getting old, I remember when he joined the leafs he was only like 19 or 20) on sunday, and to jeff who turns 31 this friday! I should buy cake!
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